Book in Hand: The Devil and Miss Prym by Paolo Coelho
Song in Mind: Sewn by the Feeling
I'm supposed to be somewhere else right now. Some of my parents friends from Church are going to hand out a post humous award for their contribution to the community and they're asking for a representative.
And I'm not going. I feel guilty, YES. But I also feel uncomfortable.
1. It's so out of the way. Scary to commute there by myself.
2. I think I'll just get sad.
3. I am not comfortable with the church people.
I ought to go. If only to revere my parents. But just thinking of going there makes me want to cry. Argh. Confusing.