Didn't Think

( I wrote these lyrics, would somebody know a fitting melody?)

Didn’t know it was too much
To ask to be the girl of songs
Men sing their lullabyes to.

Didn’t think it’ll be so long
Before the one will find me waiting
Like the good girl I’ve always been

If love isn’t about believing
Then what else could one girl be singing
Except for a lonely love song
Meant for no one but herself?

Didn’t know it was too much
Didn’t think I deserve this luck
I Didn’t know…

That people can search their whole lives
And come up with nothing but air
And nothing’s changed

Didn’t think you could try and try
And still lose to a fate long prophesied
What’s one heart to do?

If love isn’t about believing
Then what else could one girl be singing
But a lonely love song
Meant for no one but herself?

What if everything I knew
The Fairytales they drew
Were all threads in the wind
And I’ll be standing forever
Of stone, of earth, of water
Flowin, standin’ waiting…

I still don’t know…What’s one heart to do?

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